Monday, July 31, 2006
♥ sad
Hey its been a week since school started.After having holiday for more than 1/2 a year my brain is so rusty.Can't digest what the lecturer is saying.Its been a long time since i last sat in class and listen to whatever the teacher is saying.I can't concentrate no matter how hard i try.Going to school is such a chore.I feel like a sardine packed in a can.There are no breathing space everyday in the train.Its so hot and stuffy cause too many people are in the train.Some people can be so rude that they just push their way out of the train and banging into alot of people without even saying sorry or excuse me.Singaporeans are such a let down.I wish they could just be a little more considerate.Apart from the distant and the transportation,school is ok.Tiring though.Thank god today there is no class which means no school.Yay.there is no school for me on friday too.Enough about sch now.Hmm life have been rather okay now.My world only revolves around school,home,school and home.nothing much.Everyday so busy.But i still have time to go out.so its not that bad.On saturday was watching tv when i heard some noise so i popped my head out of the window to see what it is and i could see some lights in the sky.It was the fireworks from the NDP preview.I love the fireworks so much.Anyone wanna bring me go and see the fireworks on National day?Fireworks seem to take away all the sadness in me.Hmm,have you ever thought why is it so hard to let go of the past memories?I need a time machine so i could go back in time to change a couple of things.Those who are close to me would know what i would change.Life can sometime be hard on us and sometimes it may even seem unfair .Well thats life.Life is never easy.So the only thing that we can do is learn from our mistakes and never give up.If there is a problem face it and if you fall,pick yourself up and move on with life.life is too short to brood over problems.Live life to its fullest.Enjoy life while we still can=) There is this qn that i find it hard to answer.Why is it we love people who don't love us but reject those who love us?Anyway au revoir!
Hey mel don't be sad ok?remember i'll always be here for you,anytime anywhere and I'm just a phone call away.You can call me anytime you want even if its 4-5 am.i'll be your listening ear and a shoulder to cry on whenever you need me.I know a friend is different from your other half.But for now since you don't have any yet,you can always count on me.Cheer up ok?It worries me to see you like that.Pick yourself up ok?Love you alot=) Seah,Nic,Tan,i miss you guys so so much.How have you all been?Must meet up soon ok?Anyway love you guys alot!!!I think I need some time by myself
Without anybody else
I just need to unwind In my time machine
I need to go far away
A few years back would be ok
I just need to unwind
In my time machine
