Sunday, January 22, 2006
♥ sigh
Goodbye my lover,Goodbye my friend Ralph Lauren pamphlet

Emporio Armani pamphlet

working can be really tiring.haha.i use to think that earning money was easy but now i know how tough it is.my job is giving out this two pamphlet to pontential customers at C.K Tangs,Paragon or Takashimaya.Some people are nice but there are a handful who will be so rude.what to do.Just have to endure with all this kind of attitude.after all the money i earn is good.its $7/hr. I'll be rich when Valentine's Day arrive.haha.but whats the point right?i don't have anyone to share it with besides the Kooby.i shall start listing what to but for them.haha.They ask mel and i togive it to only potential customers.but we just give it to anyone who wants to take it.we have to stand for 6 whole hours.after working mel and i will look so haggard.but we will only work till thursday.everyday mel and i will spray ralph lauren perfume.we are both in love with Romance In Bloom.we want to buy it but its to expensive.the small bottle is $75 and the big bottle is $121.sigh.i hope a kind soul will present me that.dream on sharifah.haha.today its the 3rd da of working.i sacrifice my saturday and sunday just to work.well you can see that i'm certainly desperate for money now.i'll do any kind of job so long as i get to earn money.our body all aching.we give free samples for Emporio Armani but we kept some for ourselves too.its for men but we still took it.haha.the people there are nice too.there is this guy who is extra nice to us.he suddenly came tallking to us.he is damn friendly.he's cute though.haha.so now we are gonna be at Takashimaya instead of Tangs cause we finish giving out the pamphlets at tangs.so now its Takashimaya and Paragon.the guy works at Takashimaya.haha.we see different kind of people with different kind of attitudes with different kind of fashion sense.i'm so damn tired now.i need someone to massage my shoulders and legs.haha.well when i work all i think is about the money that i'm gonna earn soon and i will not feel tired instantly.see how money face i am.haha.ok enough about working.sigh.i heard that results gonna be out on the 6th of Febuary.How?its too near.i'm scared.i'm terrified.i'm having butterflies in my stomach.people kept saying"don't worry,you'll do well".but what if i don't do well?what if the answer i thought was right turn out to be wrong?what if they don't accept the way i answer the question?what if the people in other school do better than me and the cut off point will be lesser?i seriously regretted not studying hard enough for O's but instead dwell on problems that are not even worth it now.cause now i lost the oppurtunity of doing better for O's and i lost you.maybe i put in 100% effort but 100% of effort may not be enough.maybe i did my very best but maybe my best isn't enough.its sucks when your future lies on that one thing.i've been praying very hard that i'll pass my O's.Pray hard for me too ya?*winks* i'm damn tired now.so ciao=)
i love this song so much.maybe the lyrics says something about my life
The Long Goodbye
I know they say if you love somebody
You should set them free (so they say)
But it sure is hard to do
Yeah, it sure is hard to do
And I know they say if they don't come back again
Then it's meant to be (so they say)
But those words ain't pulling me through
Cos I'm still in love with you
I spend each day here waiting for a miracle
But it's just you and me going through the mill(climbin' up a hill)
Chorus
This is the long goodbye
Somebody tell me why
Two lovers in love can't make it
Just what kind of love keeps breaking a heart?
No matter how hard I try
You're gonna make me cry
Come on, baby, it's over, let's face it
All that's happening here is a long goodbye
Sometimes I ask my heart did we really
Give our love a chance (just one more chance)
and I know without a doubt
I turned it inside out
And if we walked awaywould make more sense (only self defense)
But it tears me up inside
Just to think we still could try
How long must we keep riding on a carousel
Going round and round and never getting anywhere?(on a wing and prayer)
Chorus
This is the long goodbye
Somebody tell me why
Two lovers in love can't make it
Just what kind of love keeps breaking a heart?
No matter how hard I try
You're gonna make me cry
Come on, baby, it's over, Let's face it
All that's happening here is the long goodbye
Chorus x2
The long goodbyeThe long goodbye
This is the long goodbye
Someone please tell me why
Are you ever coming back again
Are you ever coming back again
Are you ever coming back again
Guess I'm never coming back again