Tuesday, January 03, 2006
♥ is it fair?
is it fair? today is the begining of a brand new term for those who start schooling today.i don't need to go to school anymore for the time being.it feels odd not going school today.for the pass 13 years,i've been going to school starting from 3rd jan.but this year its different.just waiting for my O level results.its gonna be a 2 short months.how time really flies.its more than a month after O's now.i still remember those days when i really drag myself out of bed early in the morning to get ready for school.can't believe that now its all gone.i really miss those times.but i can roughly guess what mrs loh will say today at morning assembly.she will say this,"if you begin the year right,you will end the year right."haha.well do you think life is fair?one moment you're happy and the other moment you're not.is it really hard to tell a person who you like?ya maybe you think that you'll hurt me by telling me who you like but don't you think that by not telling me you are actually hurting me more cause in one way or another you are actually leading me on?have that ever occured to you before?i guess not.ya you're angry with me for thinking that you like someone you don't even like.ya you're angry with me for asking ppl if they think you like that person too.you even think that i wanted to have my revenge on you.why would i take my revenge on you?cause last time you spread a rumour abt this girl liking me and i liking the girl?well it seems that you don't really know me well.do i look petty to you?do you really think that low of me?i'm truly hurt.but there is nothing that i can do now.the only thing i can do is accept the way you think of me. but till now i'm still puzzled by the question why on earth will you think that i want to take my revenge on you?if you remember correctly i didn't even scold you for spreading the rumour.i was only angry for a day but after you called to say sorry i wasn't angry anymore and i forgave you.i even forgot abt this matter till you brought this up.you know i have a very bad stm.well if you're really angry with me and if you hate me now,then i guess i can't do anything cause i can't change the way you think of me now.but i just want to say sorry for all the things i did that hurt you and thanks for everything that you've done for me.5/2'05!!i miss you like hell now=)hope to see you all soon.ciao=)
