Sunday, October 02, 2005
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new hair cut
thats my new hair cut.i ask the aunty to trim and layer and she go and cut till my hair is this short!!!
prelim results are disasterous.i don't know how i'm going to show it to my mum.she will just slaughter me and cook me in god knows what.i promise her i study hard.i did study hard but when i go to the examination hall its either my mind goes blank or the topic i've studied never come out.exams actually base on luck too.i'm gonna study real hard for the next 1 month.oh friday was our class photo taking.our class is damn vain.we all rushed to the toilet 15 mins before our class photo taking.the reason for being vain is that it was gonna be our last year taking class picture and this time round its gonna be coloured instead of black and white cause we are graduating class.i think this year class photo is gonna be nice cause there is no fan blowing my hair.haha.school is a total bore.starting from tomorrow we are having speacial timetable.school is gonna start at 8 frm tomorrow onwards and end at 1245.and we will havelunch break then and school will start again at 2 and end at 5.tiring huh?well its gonna be only for 3 weeks.so i will endure.haha.i hate my hair now.how i miss the old hair.sigh.i wish i didn't go to that aunty.stupid aunty!!!well nor say i look cute.haha.i hope noone will laugh at my hair tomorrow.i praying for that.but i hope some miracle will happen and make my hair a little longer.i'll be very greatful if that happens overnight.but well that is all an illusion.oh ya i've been studying my sciences and combine humanities for the past 2 days.haha.can you believe it?hah.its been a long time since i last really study my geog elective.haha.maybe you all can ask me for 4D or toto numbers.haha.well i feel acomplished.i actually listen to mrs loh's advice of reading the whole geog textbook.well now i hope i can remember whatever i've studied.haha.i've a very bad stm you see.haha.well i've been happy lately.i really don't know why.maybe its just the people around me that brings colours into my life.this cheerful mood of mine have definately make me have the mood to study.oh ya i've improve.my o level malay i scored a C6 remember?now for prelims i've scored a B4!haha.well i know its not a distinction but its an improvement!!!yay.will work harder and at least move 2 grades higher=)i've heard alot of stories about you.some make me happy while some makes me think alot.i know i cannot fully trust whatever the other person is saying but sometimes it seems so true.but i've decided to trust whatever that comes from your own mouth and some reliable sources.haha.i'm a happy child.
30 days or less to O levels.
"Notice Me"
Ohh I wanna let you know
That I'll always love you baby
Sometime I think about
Everything that we've been through
And I pray that you would just open your eyes
I love you I need you
So please don't throw our love away
Since the day you and I snuck away to be alone
I knew from that night something special went on
It must have been the first kiss
You told me that nobody else in the world made you feel this
I felt the same way too but nothing stays the same
I'm sorry for the tears I'm sorry for the pain
You were the one that always made things right
I promise you this though you got a friend for life
Maybe one day we can try it again
And maybe things can be a little different
So lets just kiss and say goodbye
Cuz I really cant stand the pain of seeing you cry
I've given everything
I loved you endlessly
But when it comes to me
You don't even notice me
I've given everything
I loved you endlessly
But when it comes to me
You don't even notice me
All that's mine is yours that's what I said
Treat you with love and respect in everyway
You wanted I gave you need me I was there
Now you treat like if I'm not here
I love you and I need you don't wanna let go
If you want somebody else please let me know
Can't take it no more I feel I'm dying inside
Is this the price I pay for handing you my life?
I know I'm not perfect but I truly cared
So when you wake up one morning and I'm not there
Just remember I loved you it will never be the same
Gave you everything and you threw it all away
I've given everything
I loved you endlessly
But when it comes to me
You don't even notice me
I've given everything
I loved you endlessly
But when it comes to me
You don't even notice me
I gave you my good and my bad
My heart and my soul,
My trust my money my time,
What more can you ask from a man
Even when times are hard
I held out my arms and held you
Even excepted you through whatever weather
But now I feel it we're at the end of the rope
Whatever we had now I gotta let go
Nights like this I wish raindrops would fall
To cover my tears
Wishing I could replace all those wasted years
Of loving someone who couldn't love me back
And now again I gotta start from scratch
But I know I've given you my everything
I've given everything
I loved you endlessly
But when it comes to me
You don't even notice me
I've given everything
I loved you endlessly
But when it comes to me
You don't even notice me
