Friday, July 29, 2005
♥ sad day
SIGHwhy must things end up like this...why must this happen to me at this time of the year when i needed your support cause of the pressure that i'm getting...you, just want to walk away from me...sigh...maybe i just have to accept the fact that we are not fated...but thats not what that hurts me most...what hurts me most is that i found out from my friends...u rather tell my friends than tell me straight...maybe i feel better if i know it straight from u...u didn't want to tell me cause u are afraid that it might affect my studies and only wanted me to know after my O's...so imagine if my friends didn't tell me...i will look like a total idiot to u...imagine if i don't know anything...i will continue loving u and maybe love u more and there u are not feeling anything for me...what do u take me as?a toy that u can play with?i'm truthfully disappointed with u...i was so sad when i found out that ur feelings for me are fading...but i'm glad i have my friends to listen to my sorrows...sorry if what i've sms u that day really hurt u...i regret saying that...i know wat i've said have really disappoint u n u can't believe it came from me...i guess i was too sad that i didn't know what i was typing...heard that u cried in school aft reading it...i cried during morning assembly...my classmates were all shocked..u kept saying u're sorry...i forgive u but do u think that ur sorry can heal my heart?its like broken into millions of pieces...well i was touched by ur actions...you rush to the airport aft sch to buy chocs for me n rush back to sch for ur tutorials n gave it to me...why are u doing all this?aren't ur feelings fading..can u tell me if things can go back to its normal state wen i can trust that u still love me...can it?
GOOD CHARLOTTE - The Truth
So here we are
We are alone
There's weight on your mind
I wanna know
The truthIf this is how you feel
Say it to me
If this was ever real
[Chorus:]
I want the truth
From you
Give me the truthEven if it hurts meI want the truth
From you
Give me the truth
Even if it hurts meI want the truthSo this is you
You talking to me
You found a million ways to let me down
So I'm not hurt when you're not around
I was blind
But now I see
This is how you feel
Say it to me
If this was ever real
[Chorus:]
I want the truth
From you
Give me the truthEven if it hurts meI want the truth
From you
Give me the truth
Even if it hurts meI want the truthI know that this will break me
I know that this might make me cry
You gotta say what's on your mind, on your mind
I know that this will hurt me
And break my heart and soul inside
But I don't wanna live this life
[Chorus:]
I want the truth
From you
Give me the truthEven if it hurts meI want the truth
From you
Give me the truth
Even if it hurts meI want the truthI don't care no more, no
Just give me the truth
Give me the truth
Cuz I don't care no more
Give me the truth
Cuz I don't care no more, no
Just give me the truth
Give me the truth
Give me the truth
Give me the truth
Give me the truth
Cuz I don't care no more, no
