Wednesday, April 27, 2005
♥ sigh
i've not been myself lately...i'm like living in a world of agony...you told jo that if i want you to forget me,you will...i dun want u to forget me...i dun want to lose you...all the time i was only saying it but not meaning it...now i've no one but myself to blame...i hate myself...if i were to lose you i will hate myself for pushing you away from me...i know i love you alot and if i were to lose you i really dunno what to do...i just know that i will hate myself for hurting and losing you...now i'm panicking cause i'm scared you might want to forget me...i have been feeling that you will forget mes soom this past few days...i just can't help but feel that way...you are the only one who can assure me but now i can't contact you...sigh...i miss you and i love you...school has been really tiring...i'm sick of school and i'm sick of studying...ahhh...dun want to talk about it...here is a song...
I Drive Myself CrazyLying in
your arms
So close together
Didn't know just what I had
Now I toss and turn
'Cause I'm without
youNow I'm missing
you so bad
Where was my head?
Where was my heart?
Now I cry alone in the dark
I lie awake, I drive myself crazy
Drive myself crazy thinking of
youMade a mistake when I let
you go baby
I drive myself crazy wanting
youThe way that I do...
I was such a fool
I couldn't see it
Just how good
you were to me
You confessed your love, undying devotion
I confessed my need to be free
And now I'm left with all this pain
I've only got myself to blame
I lie awake, I drive myself crazy
Drive myself crazy thinking of
youMade a mistake when I let you go baby
I drive myself crazy wanting
youThe way that I do...
Why didn't I know it?
[How much I love
you baby]
Why couldn't I show it?
[If I had only known]
When I had the chance
Oh, I had the chance
I lie awake, I drive myself crazy
Drive myself crazy thinking of
youMade a mistake when I let you go baby
I drive myself crazy wanting
you
