Tonight I've fallen and I can't get up. I need your loving hands to come and pick me up

Thursday, April 21, 2005

♥ sigh

hmmm...things have been turning out well for me...you have been making me happy...haha...cloud nine ah...and can you please stop thinking of me during lessons cause now your teacher thinks that there is something wrong with you...please stop day dreaming too...haha...school is as usual...such a drag...oh ya got back my progress report...my grades are really really going down the slope...its really bad...never scored this bad before...my mum threaten to confiscate my phone if i do badly for my mid year...but i need to concentrate on malay 'O' levels..so i have been neglecting some of my other subject...namely biology and accounts..its amazing how i pass my malay when i only wrote like 1/4 of the story out...my teacher says my language is good...haha...oh ya thanks sam for what you did that day...owe you one..haha...today came to school looking really cheerful...joey say my face is very radiant this few days...haha...than during recess i pass her a box of cereal and a packet of milo...she have not been eating during recess cause she is saving money...so i decided to buy her food cause i'm scared she will get gastric...maybe you should stop saving money for buying presents...wouldn't want to receive a present from you if it will cause you not to eat and get gastric...really i rather don't receive it and see you well...your birthday is coming...what shall i give you?any clues that you can give me?i really need to know...ok mrs joseph came to our class today and look for tanya and jo...but tanya wasn't there so she called jo out...than she say the reason for putting us sec 5 there is because when we stare at the sec 2s they will shut up...haha...but we complain that we feel so deprived...than mrs joseph also said that there is a girl who complain that tanya,jo and the gangs which is the chomps have been mocking at this girl who have a mole...but none of us know anyone with a huge mole...and why would we mock at her?not as if we have nothing better to do...seriously i dunno who the girl is...haha...at last tomorrow is friday...oh ya 38 more days to malay 'O' levels...how scary is that...i'm not even prepared for it...mid year in 12 days...i think i will flunk this exam...prepared to get my phone confiscated...

Chomps
jo:hey girl...thanks for always being there for me...i can't seem to hide my feeling away from you no matter how i try...you seem to know when i'm hurt,sad and down...there is nothing that i can hide from you...thanks for ya advice and help..love you..
eileen:eye candy huh?haha...what a joke...from this moment-sings-...haha love you...muacks
sam:i'm so bloody happy for you!!!oh my...i can't even express it...and pls don't worry none of the chomps will steal her away...and thanks for your help that day during malay...appreciate it alot...love ya till tiny bits=)
tanya:how are you?are you ok?get well soon...i was so happy when you told us the news today...i really am...it was shocking i admit but i know its gonna happen soon...so stay happy...love ya...take care girl..
nic:what i forgot to say i do...i dun even haf to say it...anyway thanks for always being there to share my joy...love you=D
lisa:hey...thanks for your advice...i know i should heed my own advice...thanks for sharing my joy and thanks for telling me the truth today eventhough you know it hurts but i rather you tell me cause at least i know whats going on...and sorry for the trouble...if this happen again pls don't hesitate to tell me cause i rather know the truth...love ya
rach:ah my darling..i miss you ex partner...i miss singing and crapping with you...thanks for being there for me when i needed you most...you're just an angel that god had sent down especially for me=)

Ransom letter

so you stole my heart, and left me a ransom letter
demanding I treat you better, should I ever want it back and
now I'm all alone
dreams are all forgotten, memories all turned rotten, it's not
the same on the phone

so what's up girl?
things haven't changed a bit since we last met
I bet my bottom dollar you're the best, girl that I ever had
I never wanna lose you
so what's up?

I can't let you walk away
we planned to live forever in each others arms
so
please hold on
you know-no one will love you like i do!
and that's the thing-you know it too

I hear our song; it keeps playing on the radio
you're on my mind, I can't let you go
I'm all alone and I just want you to hold
please take my hand. never let me go
I hear our song it keeps playing on the radio
you're on my mind, I can't let you go
please make your mind up, don't see what the future holds