Saturday, April 16, 2005
♥ sad sad sad...
hey...have been feeling sad lately...i don't know why...i'm caught in a dilemma...i pity the girl who like you...you don't even seem to care about how she feels..you don't even have the slightest feeling for her...i know i should be happy that you don't have any feelings for her but i actually feel the pain she is feeling...maybe cause i was once in her shoes...i even tried asking you to forget me so you would like her...but i guess that will never work cause i'm actually causing you to get hurt and you will hate her more cause you will think that because of her i'm forcing you to forget me...i know i'm selfish to ask you to forget me when i know its going to be hard...i know i'm selfish cause i didn't think about your feelings...i know i love you...they say that when you love someone you will sacrifice anything for them and when you love them it doesn't matter if they are going to be with you...you just want to see them happy...can you tell me who is the one making you happy?it doesn't matter who the person is...don't worry i won't get hurt if the person is not me...i just want to see you happy cause that is what that matters to me...my friends have been scolding me for hurting you...actually to tell you the truth,my heart aches when i ask you to forget me cause i don't want it to happen but i choose to sacrifice myself...i know its stupid of me but i just can't help it...but i made a promise to jo that i would not give in to the girl and i know what i want and if i were to push away,jo is going to scold me like noone's business...haha...my friends are really doing you a favour...they even side you when i hurt you...i guess i have to trust what you said about what you want for your b dae cause i even see you writing in your friend's letter...sigh...do you really want it?you can tell me cause you will never know if i agree to it...haha...you told me alot of things that made me happy..you even notice when i'm sad...that good cause some of my friends don't know...i'm happy to know you care...ok...school have been such a drag...now sec 5.1 n sec 5.2 is sitting in between sec 2.2 and 2.5...really hate sitting there...i want to sit beside sec 4.8 again...haha...
here is a something i found on friendster that i thought its nice
A girl wont cry easily,
except in front of the person whom she
loves the most, she becomes weak.
A girl wont cry easily,
only when she love u the most, she put
down her ego.
Guys, if a girl cries because of you,
please hold her hands firmly,
because she's the one who is willing to
stay with you for the rest of your life.
Guys, if a girl cries because of you,
please dont give her up,
maybe becauseof your decision,
you ruin her life.
When she cry right in front of you,
When she cry because of you,
Look into her eyes,
Can you see and feel the pain n hurt
she's feeling?
Think.
Which other girl have cried with pure
sincerity, In front of you,
And because of you?
She cries not because she is weak,
She cries not because she wants
sympathy or pity,
She cries, because crying silently is no
longer possible, the pain, hurt and agony
have bcome too big a burden to be kept
inside.
Guys,
Think about it,
If a girl cry her heart out to you,
And all because of you,
Its time to look back on wad you have
done, Only you will know the answer to it.
Do consider it,
Because one day,
It may be too late for regrets,
It may be too late to say "im sorry".
