Thursday, April 07, 2005
♥ happy happy happy
ok ok...i know its been a long time since i last update again...hahaha...have been really really busy lately...with tests everyday n mountains of homework to do of course i've got no time to update my blog...have been failing alot of test lately...fail my bio,maths and accounts...if i fail by 1 or 2 marks its alright but i scored like 1.5/20,4/14...see what i mean...i'm dead...exams in 26 days n mt 'O' level is in 53 days...sigh...not prepared...really not prepared...worst part is that my malay teacher expect me to score an A1...she say she've confidence in me...how if i don't perform...die die...pressure pressure pressure...well..its ok...i work well under pressure cause when people give me pressure i'll panic and i will tend to be more focus n my results will go way way up...erm...by the way it only applies to my malay..hahaha...Mehvish say i've the whole malay dictionary in my head cause i know every word that my teacher say...hahaha...funny ah...but actually i don't like malay eventhough i excel in that subject...everytime when i go for malay lesson i'll b under pressure cause i kept on talking like a chatterbox while citra will always listen to what the teachers say n do whatever the teacher ask her to do...and the teaher will say how are u going to get an A1...and she always praise citra...but i always got higher marks compared to citra...haha...ok i am mean...school have been really tiring lately...nowadays i sometimes sleep at 4.am...the earliest is 2a.m...at the end of this year my whole eye is gonna pop out...oh my...imagine me with no eyes...that disgusting...haha...school is tiring but kind of fun esp on april's fool day...we played a trick on mr tan...haha...we exchange class with sec 3/8...than when he came in we said gd morning and followed by a happy birthday song for him...aft we finish singing he told us its not his b dae but we kept on insisting that it was his b dae and at last he gave up n ask how come the sec 5s are here n we said that we skip our lesson esp to celebrate his b dae than he kept saying it is not his b dae...it was damn funny...at last we got out of the class n went back to our class...oh ya...found out that someone love you...well i think she loves u more than i do...don't you think so?why not u just give me up n try liking her...seriously...when i see her,i will feel guilty,sad n mean...i mean she like you or maybe love u...and here i am liking you and you liking me back...i mean she is giving u more than what i'm giving you and you choose to hurt her...and anyway u read my blog...feel damn embarassed...can u imagine someone u like reading ur blog...i mean not only one entry but the entire archives...my my...sharifah u are stupid...why must u put ur blog address in your friendster account...sigh...well i guess i made u angry today...i realise i always make u angry...i'll try not to do it...i'm always hurting u by asking u to like her...actually it hurts me to ask u to do that cause actually by doing that i'm pushing u away and maybe by doing that i'll lose u one day...do u know actually as the days past by...i'm falling more n more for u...and i'm afarid of losing u one day...u are on the advantage as u can choose who to go with..well i can't help u decide cause its ur life..all i can say is that who ever u choose..be it me or her..i'll be happy caues seeing u happy is th most important thing for me...ok need to mug for mye and malay 'o's...
here is a song by MCFLY..all about you
"All About You"
[Danny:]
It's all about you
([Tom:] It's about you)
It's all about you, baby
([Tom:] It's all about you)
It's all about you
([Tom:] It's about you)
It's all about you
[Tom:]
Yesterday, you asked me something I thought you knew.
So I told you with a smile 'It's all about you'
Then you whispered in my ear and you told me to,
Say 'If you make my life worthwhile, it's all about you'
[Danny:]
And I would answer all you're wishes, if you asked me to.
But if you deny me one of your kisses, don't know what I'd do.
So hold me close and say three words, like you used to do.
Dancing on the kitchen tiles, it's all about you.
Yeah...
[Solo]
[Danny & Tom:]
And I would answer all you're wishes, if you asked me to.
But if you deny me one of your kisses, don't know what I'd do.
So hold me close and say three words, like you used to do.
Dancing on the kitchen tiles,
Yes you make my life worthwhile,
So I told you with a smile...
It's all about you.
[Danny:]
It's all about you
([Tom:] It's about you)
It's all about you, baby
([Tom:] It's all about you)
It's all about you
([Tom:] It's about you)
It's all about you
CHOMPS
hey...thanks for always being there for me when i needed one...thanks for alwyas looking out for her for me cause if u never tell me i'm sure i won't see her...but sometimes u all make it a lil too obvious...that i feel like killing u all...but i still love each and everyone of u till bits n pieces...