Thursday, December 02, 2004
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hello!!!
i bet u all heard or saw the news about SAC rite?
now our school is everywhere on the media...
on newspaper,straits times,today,berita harian(malay newpaper),channel news asia,channel 5 news,channel 8 news and suria news...just name it...its everywhere...
its like we are famous in a bad way...its like free publicity for our school...
but if you look at it carefully...
noone is at fault...
i mean the school build the railing for a purpose which is for safety reason...
and for wanying i bet it was an accident...
who wants to purposely fall from the 4th floor right?
so why can't the media just leave our school alone...
stop pointing fingers at each other...
just wait for the police to investigate it when wanying is well enough to be investigated....
i mean now with the media writing about our school everywhere...
our school reputation is ruined...
it is not as if i care about the reputation more than any other thing...
but when we go out and people found out that we are from sac,they will always have the same respond which is,"oh you are from the same school as the girl who fell from the 4th floor" or "oh is the school that the girl fell from"
see how the news is affecting each and every one of us here in SACSS...
it is not only affecting wanying's parents,the teachers or principal but also her fellow schoolmates...
on the brighter side...
i went for singapore idol yesterday!!!
it was totally awesome...
taufik's voice on tv was alright but live was totally amazing...
it was better when it is live...
his smile is so sweet....
sly was equally good only that taufik is better...
i like when sly does his cute smile...
actually i don't mind if sly won...
but of course i prefer TAUFIK BATISAH...
i was screaming at the top of my lungs when taufik sang...
charlene,jo and me were all swaying and singing along...
i think this is the best day i ever had and ever enjoyed since the holiday started...
between sly and taufik is a hard choice to choose cause both sang well...
i only made my decision when both of them sang the song 'i dream' by micheal fallon..
by singing the same song than only you can tell who is better...
so i voted 8 or 9 times for taufik...
smsed 2 times to vote and gurmit said that when we sms there should be a reply...
but i waited for a long time and there was no reply...
so instead of smsing i called another 5 or 6 times...
i only received the reply one at 4a.m and the other at 11a.m...
towards the end of the show gurmit said that he heard that it was a close fight...
so i called another time...
lisa and sam was at the indoor stadium too...
when gurmit wanted to announce the winner i thought that it was going to be sly as he have alot of supporters...
but than he said,"the first singapore idol is...TAUFIK BATISAH"
i was really shocked and starting jumping up and down and hugged jo and char...
was so damn bloody happy...
there was 2 girl who sat next to jo...
one supported taufik and the other sly...
so when taufik won the girl who supported sly cried...
the other girl asked what school are we from and we said SAC...
and she replied,"oh the girl who wanted to commit suicide and jumped down ah ?"
than we say no la she slipped and fell...
see what i mean when i say all of the have the same reply if they knew that we are from sac...
the show ended at 11...
went home...on the way out we saw alot of sacian and some ex-sacian...
was hailing for the cab when there was a group of boys who started asking who are we supporting...
i kept quiet and didn't ans but than jo and char both doing something so i have no choice...
so i answered taufik...i was afraid they might beat us up as they look like sly's fans...
but they answered cool choice and he said sly stinks rite and i answered yup...
he than said we rock...
jo's godparents sent me and char home...
today jo lisa char and eileen came to my house...
we ate and watched the school official opening ceremony in 1996...
also watched mean girls dvd...
had fun...really have not seen lisa and eileen for an extremely long time....
i miss the chomps...
i miss the dang+nic...
i miss clls...
i miss the 4.3ians...
shall we have a class outing before results day?
talking about results day it is in 14 days...which is 2 weeks from now...
really have to prepare myself for the worst...
i was so scared of my results that i dreamt about it...
but the dream was nice and i knew it will never come true...
i dreamt that i scored 5 points...a1 for malay and a2 for 2 other subjects...
see what i mean when i say it is too good to be true...
i just hope i will be promoted up to sec 5...
stress before and during exam is easier to handle...
stress after exam and before getting results is hard to handle...
before and after you can still work hard for other subjects if you know you will flunk one sub...
but after exam and before results is different cause you can't change what you have done...so you depend alot on miracle and hope your answer are majority right...
ok ending here...update some other day
sHaRiFaH iS hApPy YeT sAd...fEeL lOveD yEt UnLoVed...
