Saturday, December 11, 2004
♥ freaking out
6 days to results day...
how time flies...
i would alwaes say that i still have a month to enjoy before results is out...
now...less than a month...less than a week to results...
how scary can it gets...
the pain of seeing urself or ur classmates not being promoted is unbearable...
our class alwaes have 41 girls...
i want it to stick it that way...not a girl less not a girl more...
four3 '04 have been through alot with each other...
the scolding we had for not being on tasked...
the lame n horny jokes that we cracked...
the ganging up against hui shan...
the 3rd placing for sports day when we used to be last...
the winning of canossian expression with red tinstle tied to our hair...
the shock when we won first prize for the pictures during national day celebration...
the birthday celebration we had for our classmates and ms lim...
the stress we have when we received our prelims results...
the conflicts we have with some lower sec classes...
the making of posters to motivate us to study...
the chaos of rushing to the toilet before class picture is being taken...
the studying together and meeting teachers weeks before the N Level...
the meeting with ms lim one to one to decide on the 3 subject that we should concentrate on for our N Level...
the deciding of should we take part in creative com...
the rushing back to school from rock climbing and changi prison museum to do the props and practice our play...
the coming back to school on saturdays to practice...
going to sam's and jiayi's house to prepare the props...
the chaos of learning the dance step of bangra on audition day...
the joy of getting into creative com(eventhough something happened)...
the joy of winning first for creative com...
the party we had after winning...
we the four3ian have been through thin and thick together...
we comfort.encourage and motivate each other...
we may be a class that is hard to control its noise level but other than that we are ok...
we love each and everyone of us...
we believe that all of us have our inner beauty and that we are special...
i hope all of us will be promoted as a whole class...
just like what our class motto says: OHANA MEANS FAMILY AND FAMILY MEANS TO ONE GET LEFT BEHIND...
let us all pray that we will still stick as a class next year...
i'm scared...
i'm scared of disappointing myself and my parents...
my mum wants to go for a holiday on the 23rd but she doesn't want to confirm it...
she says it depends on my results...
if i can't go to sec 5 she won't go cause she won't enjoy the holiday...
can u imagine the pressure i'm getting...
my mum going on a holiday depends on my results...
i'm so afraid i might disappoint her...
i regret not studying from the begining of the year...
but regretting now also no use...
i bet our results are now being posted to the school or it is now at MOE...
i hope there can be a miracle and let me pass my N Level...
god please grant my wish...that is my only wish this year...
ok i'll update some other day...
sHaRiFaH wIsH On ThE bRiGhTeSt sTaR tHaT FoUr3 WiLL gO vErY fAr...
