Tuesday, November 09, 2004
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HELLO...woke up at 950 today...
cause i had an appointent with the school dentist...
went there and it was close...
so went back home...
i sweep the and vaccuum the house and mop it too...
kind of proud of myself...
help grandma baked more cookies...
after that was more tv for me...haha...
wat a boring day i haf...
recently i've been feeling extremely happy without any reason...
i really dunno wat is happening to me...
sometimes i feel extremely sad that i am on the verge of breaking down...
am i suffering from a depression?wat is happening to me...
i feel lonely too...
sometimes i just feel like crying my hearts out...
when with friends i have to wear a mask so that i can hide my feelings...
i am afraid that one day y mask will fall...
and the real me will be back...
i am just too scared to face up to reality...
god plaese help me...i need ur help...
LIFE DOESN'T HAVE A REWIND BUTTON...I WISH IT DID...HAVE U?