Sunday, November 21, 2004
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HELLO!!!
BEEN SAD LATELY...
MORE AND MORE PEOPLE LEAVING...
ALL MAYBE LEAVING SINGAPORE FOREVER...
FIRST IT WAS TANYA WHO GOES TO AMERICA...
NOW MARIA LEFT FOR INDIA...
SHE WILL BE MIGRATING FOREVER...
STILL REMEMBER THE TIME SHE TOLD US THAT SHE WAS MIGRATING...
WE WERE AT MARIA'S HOUSE FOR DEEPAVALI...
WE WERE ALL UNDER HER BLOCK AND WANTED TO SAID GOODBYE...
SUDDENLY SHE SAID IT WILL BE HER LAST TIME CELEBRATING DEEPAVALI HERE...
THOUGHT SHE WAS SHIFTING HOUSE...
SO I ASKED WHY?IS IT YOU SHIFTING HOUSE?...ME AND MY STUPID QN....
SHE TOLD US THAT SHE IS MIGRATING...
MY HEART DROPPED...I WAS STUNNED...
WAS REALLY SHOCKED...
REALLY DON'T KNOW WHAT TO DO SO I JUST HUGGED HER...
SEND MARIA AT THE AIRPORT YESTERDAY...
SA,SAM,RACHIE,SHELLEN,SHARON,JIAYI AND WEIWEI TOO...
BOUGHT MARIA SOME CHOCS...
WE WALKED AROUND...
WHEN IT WAS TIME FOR HER TO LEAVE...
ONE BY ONE EACH ONE OF US HUGGED HER...
AS I HUGGED HER TEARS JUST ROLLED DOWN MY CHEEKS...
PROMISE NOT TO CRY CAUSE DON'T WANT TO MAKE MARIA SAD BUT AT LASY EVERYONE CRIED...
I JUST COULDN'T BELIEVE THAT MY FRIEND WHOM I HAD BEEN FRIENDS WITH SINCE SEC 1 IS MIGRATING TO A FOREIGN COUNTRY AND I WON'T SEE HER AGAIN...
THE THOUGHT OF IT JUST MADE ME SAD...
REALLY SAD....
WHEN TO THE TOILET AFTER MARIA WENT IN...
WASHED OUR FACE...ALL OUR EYES WERE RED...
MAD,SHELLEN AND ME WERE STANDING OUTSIDE THE TOILET CRYING WHEN THIS OLD LADY STARED AT US...WE STARTED LAUGHING...
BUT NOT FOR LONG WE CRIED AGAIN...
AFTER WE ALL STOPPED CRYING,MARIA CALLED...
ALL OF US CRIED AGAIN...
IT DIDN'T REALLY HIT ME THAT I WOULD CRY IF MY FRIEND IS MIGRATING TILL YESTERDAY...
NOW I REALISE HOW IMPORTANT EACH AND EVERY 4.3IAN IS TO ME...
WITHOUT ONE OF THEM IS LIKE AN INCOMPLETE JIGSAW PUZZLE...
NOW THAT MARIA IS IN INDIA I CAN'T POSSIBLY MAKE HER COME BACK HERE FOR GOOD...
I CAN'T BE SELFISH...
ALL OF THIS IS FOR HER FUTURE...
BUT NO MATTER HOW FAR MARIA IS...WE WILL STILL BE FRIENDS FOREVER...
NOW I LOSE SOMEONE WHO I CAN GANG UP WITH TO DISTURB RACHIE OR LISA...
LISA LOST AN AFFAIR PARTNER...
NOW LEFT RACHIE,LISA AND ME....
NO MARIA TO SHUT US UP DURING CLASS....
NO MARIA TO TELL US WHAT THE TEACHER IS ASKING US TO DO...
NO MARIA TO LEND ME HER HOMEWORK...
NO MARIA TO TEACH ME TAMIL DURING CLASS TIME...
NO MARIA TO ACT AS MDM SUSILA...
I REALISE THAT I HAVE LOST SOMEONE WHOM I HAVE GREAT TRUST IN...
SOMEONE WHOM I CAN CONFIDE ALL MY PROBLEMS WITH...
NOW MARIA IS IN INDIA...
I WILL WISH HER ALL THE BEST IN EVERYTHING SHE DO...
HOPE SHE WILL MAKE NEW FRIENDS FAST BUT PLEASE DON'T FORGET US 4.3IANS...
ESPECIALLY ME CAUSE I AM SURE ALL OF US WILL NOT FORGET YOU...
THAT'S A PROMISE...WE KEEP U IN OUR HEARTS AND MIND ALWAYS...
WHEN YOU NEED A FRIEND PLAESE REMEMBER YOU HAVE ALOT HERE IN SINGAPORE!!!
MISS YOU MARIA!!!LOVE YOU ALWAYS!!!STAY HAPPY FOREVER...
Don't Wanna Lose You
Say - say it ain't over
cuz my heart is crying for you
Down - deep down you know that
so can you forgive me the truth
I kept my feelings inside of me
but now I can see
Don't wanna lose you
I'm here to stay
did I confuse you - girl
believe when I say
I never meant to
hurt you that way
I can't take a day without you
here by my side
I - I got this feeling
that you're gonna show me the way
How can I convince you
that love is the reason to stay
I kept my feelings inside of me
but now I can see
Don't wanna lose you
I'm here to stay
did I confuse you - girl
believe when I say
I never meant to
hurt you that way
I can't take a day without you
here by my side
sHaRiFaH fEeLiNg ReALLy SaD....
