hey!!!its been one month since i last update my blog...been busy lately with mocks and prelims...had social studies and mother tongue prelim last week and it was a total screw...i screw the paper totally...i didn't manage to finish a 10 mark question...and for the source based question...they ask for international conflict but i wrote about conflict within the countries...how bad can my social studies paper get...for mother tongue paper...i thought i did quite well but my malay teacher said that only one girl did fairly well in her malay compo and i don't think its me...i screwed up both paper...today we had english prelims...i thought it was ok but i better don't be too happy as i might just dissapoint myself...finish exam today at 1215...went to the canteen to eat...at 1245 went to outside library to study with jo and charlene till about 345...we had intensive accounts...but in between they went to take cca picture so i also go to the library...saw some of my juniors...after a while i went back to study but it was hot so i went back to the library...saw neetu on the first floor...ran inside the library...ask pei jin to helped me so she asked me to hide behind the counters...so i hid under the counter table...my legs were out...was laughing cause it was damn funny...can u believe that a senior is actually hiding from her junior...so i kept on laughing...elisabeth and pei jin was helping me to hide from her but at last she found out...she start talking non stop...actually neetu can be quite entertaining too but sometimes she irritate me alot...had a good laugh in the library...the library officer is extremely nice...she was making me laugh in the library...i guess that is what i need to relieve my stress...rush home at 4 cause i will be having tuition at 5...didn't even have time to bath...had a three hours of accounts...so it ends at 8...went to bath after that...ate my dinner and called madeline to ask her some accounts question...was telling her how i am going to spend my days after my 'N' level but she said the school will only give us one week break cause after that they will prepare us for 'O' level...i felt like crying after hearing that...i am so sick and tired of studying...i can just drop dead...i have pressure from my teachers parents and me myself.....don't want to let the people i love down but i am afraid i might...i am surronded by piles and piles of books and files...got to go now now...need to study for accounts...i guess i have to burn mid-night oil again...
