Friday, April 16, 2004
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hey!!!
it has been a long time since i last update...
let me see...to be exact it has been one week n one dae since i last update..
anywae todae it is international friendship day...
so i would like to wish everyone
HAPPY INTERNATIONAL FRIENDSHIP DAY...
haf not been myself lately...it seems dat i m drifting apart frm all my frens...
i m not myself...i used to be chirpy n cheerful on the outside n on the inside...but now?
i m onli chirpy n cheerful on the outside...my mood changes very fast...i used to b patient,tolerant and cool-tempered...but now?i m pissed over the tiniest things...i wan to haf my old self back!!!
but each time i try to search my old self,i juz couldn't find it...is it because of the upcoming events?...loke oral is tml...mid year exam is end of this month...prelims coming...national exams coming...
i juz could not cope wif all of dis...i miss my sec 3 years where i can study n slack at the same time...but now i m in sec 4 so i haf to study...study n study...the teachers are giving us pressure...my parents are giving me pressure...the principals are also giving me pressure...somehow i wish i m am a baby...a baby doesn't haf to worry abt frens...the dun haf to worry abt exams n their academic...i wish i will forever be a baby or i wish i will nevewr grow old...as u grow old more problems start to grow...when u grow old u will haf to think abt financial problem.love.family n ur career...life is juz so stressful...sometime i m juz tired to live but dan i think again,i haf to thank god for giving me dis life where i receive love frm my family n frens...to all sec 4/3ians...thanks for being tere for me when i need u most...esp rachel my partner...weiwei.jo,eileen.melissa.phyllis.sharon.shellen.madeline.eelynn.jiayi.benedine.thank u for being tere for me...as todae is international friendship dae i would like make use of this entry to sae thank you sec 4/3.sec 4/2.my juniors for alwaes being tere for me...love ya loads...-hugs-
