Tuesday, January 13, 2004
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hi!!!
yesterdae was alrite...
aft skool went to tm wif vic n eileen..
dan ltr went to whitesands to study...
didn't tok dat much...
coz i haf no idea wat they were toking abt and felt kind of left out...
eileed n vic went to popular to buy books and i was sitting tere doing my work...
felt realli realli left out so decided to do my hw...
when they came back,they told me dat my mum called me...
vic was holding to my hp as she was msging her fren...
so i called my mum n she ask me to go home...so went home...
on the wae home...i think back abt wat me vic and eileen use to do together...
now it seems tat i m on the separate path and both of them on the same path...
i guess i haf change alot dis daes...
i use to b cheerful,non stop laughing gal...but now?...
i am the different gal...i guess ppl change as the grow as this is part of life...
i guess i would be much happier if i can find the old me but i tried so hard to find it...
but the new me has taken fully over me...
i tried my best to be happy in front of ppl but sometime i juz couldn't take it anymore and haf to break down...
in life u can't plan for the future as,if the future don't turn out the wae u wan u will get dissapointed...
so no point in planning for the future...one thing u can do is to work hard and let god lead the wae...
i would realli realli want to ask god to help me find the old me so i can be as happie as i used to be...
i find myself more comfotable wif the frens dat i m not so close to as u can see dat the fren dat u r close to,tend to drift apart went there is a prob...maybe in life i m not fated to haf a bestfren or a close fren...maybe i m fated to haf onli frens...ok end of here...
